the water doesn’t flow

the water doesn't flow past the dam
it's stagnant and slow
clumped mud in the reeds
the truck doesn't go at the light
the engine croaks out, sputters, dies
the asphalt hardens too slowly
the paint dries up a century too late
the grass stopped growing yesterday
the sphere doesn't break under its own weight
the moon falls to earth, the tides go still
the lock is rusted to the gate
the pen scratches dry on the receipt
the cat has no kittens
our night lacks sleep

clouds glued to the sky,
stables empty,
sand clogging the hourglass.
mouth caught in a lie,
the child pharaoh mummified.

our moth is suspended in flame
no burning, no luring
powder on its wings preserved
no flickers of orange
no juice in its organs
dry - still - dry.
dust on its false eyes stipples

we wait in silence for the ripples.

[Featured Image: moth, public domain, by Mikkel Frimer-Rasmussen]

blues

the waves crash white-tipped on the shore
birthed from tealmilk crests
powdered turquoise mixed with pearl
where the sunlight rests.

the ocean deepens: metal green
by the horizon’s line.
above, blue-purple storm clouds rise
like incense smoked from wine.

the clouds obscure but half the sky
the rest is naked day
I sit on yellow sand and wait
for rain to turn us grey.

[Featured Image: wave, public domain]

snow song

a husky playing in the snow
his fur collects small crystal balls
his face a smile, his eyes aglow
his spirit howls with wolves – he calls

to falcons soaring on the jet stream
to pine shards glowing yellow-green
to snowflakes falling through a sunbeam
to ice quails preening to a sheen 

I hear him howl that wild old song
and I decide to sing along.

rain raises

musing in a room, choosing drawnback maroon curtain
the window opens onto an empty suburb street.
a flash! a burst! a spark! the monsoon is certain!
I stare at my pen for a heart, for a beat. 
I throw it down. no more sword! face uncloaked!
I run out onto the asphalt, plain clothes
within another breath I am soaked
from my youth-thick hair to my flip-flop toes.

I raise my face, naked palms to the rain
the rain raises me – 
raises me again.

thrift store frames

clattering through the thrift store frames
I feel like I’m invading someone’s home
I wish that I could sense the names
of all lost faces smiling through the chrome:
a father and a child’s birthday cake
a lady older than the willow tree
a crayon Jesus standing on a lake
a cross-stitched kitten sleeping on a knee.
and fingerprints – who has run through these?
the dust guards frames as well as any knight
I pick a few: plastic blacks, mahoganies
and take them to the clerk who spies the night.
the faces of the lost vanish like a bruise
wrapped up in tape and last week’s news.

city

Gum stuck to worn concrete
Tennis shoes on sweaty feet
Pigeon poop glued to the street
Food trucks hawking mystery meat
A hood a suit a scarf a pleat
Averted eyes, a haze of sleet
Sirens wail and trolleys bleat
A public bus, a taxi fleet
Window panes entrapping heat
A city you cannot complete
A city you cannot defeat
Who dares to say it -- Say hello

crickets

The sweetest sound is insects singing
No other hymn hums so continued
Young crickets chatter, wings a-flinging
No breath, free chitin, all unsinewed
Rhythms, clicks, anticipations
Legs create the shell vibrations
Body singers thrum the night
From every angle, out of sight

I am nature’s daughter

I walk by a pool of water
the sun filtering yellow through
the water skippers dancing
the sky a heated blue.

The algae air clings clothing
the sweat runs down my chest
I walk by a pool of water
but I cannot find rest.

I cannot see my iris
in the glassy surface edge
I cannot see my face or hair
or the beads hung on the hedge

I do not know my reason
I do not know the birds
that sing on heavy branches
I do not know their words.

All humans are so tiny
such an interlocking mesh
how many hands it took to build
how many pounds of flesh

No one walks beside me
No one across the lake
No one across the ocean
Am I here by mistake?

The grass is filled with tick shells
the mud smells like a sewer
I cannot see my reflection
Or the clouds upon my skewer

I sit on a rotting tree stump
And stare out at the water
A mosquito welts my arm skin
I am truly nature’s daughter.

macrame

Why do we trap god in a pit
Or pickle god in a glass?
Why do we think of GOD as a man
In paintings, in print, in brass? 
GOD is not human, she said to me,
god is the spaces between
God is the gravity well, the bee,
GoD is electric: the Queen.
If you scraped all the good
from human hearts
And somehow measured its sheen
that’d be the shadow, a whisper of god
just flameless gasoline.
God is remove your sandals NOW
And slap those feet on the ground
The creation of flesh, who works the plow
Struck dumb, ambered in sound.
The sum of every genius thought
The joy of every glowing heart
The power of every pent-up watt
The counter and the counterpart.
You burn your sandals now and pray
Let god unknot the macramé.