mother

I spread myself out and melt into the grass
Becoming the blades of translucent sun-glass
I am the bubbling under the stream
The salmon that fall through acrylic and steam
I melt underneath and become beetle shells
The nettles the splinters the crunch and the wells
The hollow and echo and ghost through the trees
Breathing the waters and rustling the leaves
I am the sky now, the moon-clouded sun
The breath in your lungs and the drum of your run
I am the skin holding blood to your chest
I am the dewdrops on pinecones undressed
I am the rock rolling up silver hills
To generate forest from butterfly frills.
I am the scraping of birdsong at eve
The kisses of lava on saltwater frieze
I am the washing of particled stones
The salt-weed and sea moss and ocean-bleached bones
I am the jungle infusing exploding
I am the tundra diffusing unloading 
I am the depths of sulfurous sea valleys
Crabs spidering through my Riftia alleys
I am the heights of the quartz-weighted peak
Lighter than air where peregrines seek
In one slip of time, with a reach of my toes
A stretch of my hips and scuff of my nose
I reach out to space with the tips of my hair –
Come talk with me, child; you’re under my care.

[Featured Image: Among the Sierra Nevada Mountains by Albert Bierstadt]

the dandelion

The dandelion lived in a curious meadow
Where tulips and roses grew wild
The dandelion talked at the yellow sun
And smiled at the passing child
The roses and tulips said
“You don’t fit in. You’re simple and tiny and sad,”
But the dandelion yellowed itself for the birds
With all of the yellow it had
And mirrored the sun with all of its might
And thought that one day it would burst into light
Trying so hard; living simply and glad. 

The roses and tulips grew old and decayed
The dandelion woke and its beauty had frayed 
But the dandelion captured the whitened sun
In its prisms of fluff all arrayed
And it danced in the breeze and sung with a wheeze,
“I’m living; I won’t be dismayed.
I’d like to improve the world a bit
Make it a brighter place
But if I’m to fade, that’s how I was made,
So I’ll smile and bow out with grace.”
Then the dandelion drifted off to sleep
And the wind scattered prisms far and deep
And the birds and the grasses drooped down to weep.

But then by surprise, before all of their eyes
Fed by the sunshine dried from the skies
Dandelions covered the meadow in streams
And sang to the sun, and flourished and dreamed
From the dandelion’s still life, out sprung the young
To sing out the joyous still left to be sung
And the old dandelion looked down from the sun
And smiled as the sky shone brighter by one.

the pigeon

The pigeon sat awkwardly crushing its tail
its wings dangling like grey canvas sails
It had been hit by a car.
I carried it home in my hands
Everyone stared.
“the rats of the air”
I fed it bread and water
Put it in a large open cardboard box by the window so it could see the sunlight
It sat in its own poop, paralyzed in stink
I cleaned it so carefully in the bathroom sink
It drank so thirstily
And then died, flailing suddenly in fright
Three days later despite
Everything I tried.
What makes it worth it to try to save a life?
Did I just prolong its suffering?
Or did I give it a more peaceful exit?
I cried 
I cried for the pigeon.

new grass

the sunlight slips between the branches to hit the dirt 
makes the new grass shine like golden hairs in patches.
if I stepped on those angled blades, would it hurt?
would my feet leak from redly burning scratches?
or would the sunlit grass melt between my toes
and suction me to always wander where it grows?

winds

Wind through the leaves on the trees
A breeze through a field of grass 
Wind blowing a freeze 
Through a freezing mountain pass
Wind teasing the leaves
Teasing the leaves on the walk
The deceased brown leaves, teased to pieces
Dried as dry as chalk
Wind in the chimes, animating
Suffocating
Wind talk

Wind in five sails; wind wails
Wailing through night alleyways 
Flapping a flag, clapping the clothes,
Whistling over a line
Wind roaring over car windshield
Jangling empty cans for wine
Angering oceans, threatening land
Taunting the beach houses housed in the sand
Beating their stilts
Pulling their guilt through the days
Airplanes pulling, pulling up on the breeze-ways.

A sigh
The wind that ruffled your hair when you said
Unreachable 
Gusts of particles beating 
against the earth’s magnetic field
A silent storm – a green yield.
I watch the wind blowing the rain-stained flyers tacked on the bulletin board
The wind carrying the rain-stained geese out of the fjord.

The wind that makes the clouds move across the sky 
when I lay alone with my muddy eyes, 
on a stark day, looking up for answers
The wind is drowning out your reply
It forces me to dry my tears with my hair
By tugging my hair away from my eyes 

If I could know where the wind comes from
And where it is going
And if I could come…