emerged raw

Emerged raw, blistered in viscous pearl. Lying
On honey crystal sand by the clapping sea
Sighing hearts carry me
Into the ancient maw of the earth
Skin knits anew
I come out black velvet and dip into the pitch-velvet sky
Watched by the singular 
Eyes
The melody congealed and I walked it
Up to the rest
Arcs of white, plumes of white fire
Circling out and up and around and in
Close in enough and I am there
Reading a book 
in a pocket in
The arc harvest nearest the sun 

spheres

Infinite spheres of light burn deep within the skies
And almost all are hidden from my eyes
It’s only after darkness washes through
I see a few.

back in the daytime I saw one. 
I used to think that truth was like the sun
And I was bronzed and
then my planet spun.

I’m on a hilltop just above the shadowed trees
Chilled by the dew and by the evening breeze 
Fiercely studying the stars, the sky, 
and rustling leaves are echoing me: Why?
Why was most of it a 

;;;

Some days I am the cobblestone that’s loose 
The faltered word, the almost-truce
The stone that skips and ripples glassy water
The stubborn clay that irritates the potter

Some days I am the starting raindrop of a storm
Racing towards an earth that’s void and without form
Not knowing if there’s anyone behind me

;;;

after the land had been encased in shells of ice
spring came. So I buried my face in the grass 
and breathed and let gravity pull me 
until I felt like 
the little being that I was, hugged against the side of a great spaceship
hurtling through the universe

winds

Wind through the leaves on the trees
A breeze through a field of grass 
Wind blowing a freeze 
Through a freezing mountain pass
Wind teasing the leaves
Teasing the leaves on the walk
The deceased brown leaves, teased to pieces
Dried as dry as chalk
Wind in the chimes, animating
Suffocating
Wind talk

Wind in five sails; wind wails
Wailing through night alleyways 
Flapping a flag, clapping the clothes,
Whistling over a line
Wind roaring over car windshield
Jangling empty cans for wine
Angering oceans, threatening land
Taunting the beach houses housed in the sand
Beating their stilts
Pulling their guilt through the days
Airplanes pulling, pulling up on the breeze-ways.

A sigh
The wind that ruffled your hair when you said
Unreachable 
Gusts of particles beating 
against the earth’s magnetic field
A silent storm – a green yield.
I watch the wind blowing the rain-stained flyers tacked on the bulletin board
The wind carrying the rain-stained geese out of the fjord.

The wind that makes the clouds move across the sky 
when I lay alone with my muddy eyes, 
on a stark day, looking up for answers
The wind is drowning out your reply
It forces me to dry my tears with my hair
By tugging my hair away from my eyes 

If I could know where the wind comes from
And where it is going
And if I could come…

knowing gray

I walked with fireflies on the haze 
which glows dull orange, lit below,
by city lights that gleam and blaze
the color of a fire on snow.
the satellites sketch lonely ways
and dust burns in the atmosphere
a fitting death of sparks and rays - 
dust travels far to die out here.
its monochrome gives way to hue
my sky dissolves from black to blue
these miles remind me of what’s true 
I know the gray now, through and through.

[Featured Image: Descent of the Soyuz TMA-14M by Bill Ingalls]