I walk by a pool of water the sun filtering yellow through the water skippers dancing the sky a heated blue. The algae air clings clothing the sweat runs down my chest I walk by a pool of water but I cannot find rest. I cannot see my iris in the glassy surface edge I cannot see my face or hair or the beads hung on the hedge I do not know my reason I do not know the birds that sing on heavy branches I do not know their words. All humans are so tiny such an interlocking mesh how many hands it took to build how many pounds of flesh No one walks beside me No one across the lake No one across the ocean Am I here by mistake? The grass is filled with tick shells the mud smells like a sewer I cannot see my reflection Or the clouds upon my skewer I sit on a rotting tree stump And stare out at the water A mosquito welts my arm skin I am truly nature’s daughter.